Codependency is a new perspective I needed to hear.
Ordinarily, my mind described my world as "Enpathy"
Difficulty being happy alone, I looked to bring smiles to others.
Every other being around me deserving the emotions I couldn't feel.
Passion, Motivation, and Love all lost whenever I was abandoned as often as I was.
Endless days forcing myself to move outside just to leech off of someone new.
Now, I recognize the reality of it all.
Days pass by where I keep wishing to love myself a little more.
"Empathy" no longer being the word I bound myself by.
New desires welled up, yearning to burn bright.
Coveting these new thoughts, I began wondering once more.
Years are yet to pass where I can smile on my own.
[ "Codependency" - Written 19 January 2023 ]
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