Confidence

 A multitude of questions rush through my head.
Dozens of thoughts in my journey of self-improvement.

Concerning the way I feel about myself,
I consider all of the confidence I scattered among the wind.

Why do I want confidence?

I think I'd like to be proud of myself.
Compared to now, when all I do is wish I did more.

As I am, I don't trust myself to make choices.
I wait until the decisions get made by people I respect.

And for my life, each of these stages I will continue to step towards.

My fears take over, my knowledge fades away.
All due to wishes I wish to see another day.

I want to be able to trust myself.
I want to be able to love myself.

I want the world to be as magical as I know it can be.